Previously, purchasing my book was the only way you could
find these. They are really, really old. I still don't want to forget.

God, this can't be.
God, this can't be,
God, could it be that all we see is it?
Is this it? Is this it?

And brother, have you found the great peace that we all seek?
You say take a look around,
if there is a God then he must be asleep
God must be asleep.

[This show was much needed and four years overdue. As Cities Burn love, always and forever.]

HOLY GHOST ZINE / This is greatly appreciated - Amar Gupta

"Oh well, memories," said I. "Yes, even remembering in itself is sad,
yet how much more its object! Don't let yourself in for things like that,
it's not for you and not for me. It only weakens one's present position
without strengthening the former one--nothing is more obvious--quite
apart from the fact that the former one doesn't need strengthening. Do
you think I have no memories? Oh, ten for every one of yours."  - Kafka

Big thanks to all the folks over at POSI+TIVE Magazine, and (if you haven't seen it yet) here's a link to my portfolio review.

these streets are overcrowded, my thoughts undermined.
i can't get this noise out of my head. what i'm willing to give
doesn't matter. what i show? maybe. but i don't need approval
as much as i don't need these lungs or this throat or this face or

You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart. [SJ]

([ ] 26): "I am not a fool. I a[] wise. I will run from my fear, I w[]ll out distance my f[ ]r,
then I will hide fr[ ] my fear, I w[]ll wait f[]r my fear, I will let m[] fear run past me[] then
I will follow my fear, I will track [     ] fear until I c[]n approach m[    ]ear in complete
silence[] th[]n I will strike at m[] fear, I will charge my fe[ ], I will grab h[]ld of my fear,
I will sink my f[]ngers into my [ ]ar, t[]en I will bite my fear, I w[]ll gulp the flesh o[] my
fear[] I will crush th[] bones of my f[]ar[ ]and I will savor m[] fear, I will sw[]llow my fear,
all []f it, and then I will digest []y fear unt[]l I can do not[]ing else but shit out my fear"
                                              
                                                    [MZD-HOL]

always acting the wrong way--it's only a matter of time until we're all thrown into the deep end.

Permanence is a dying word
Nothing is built to last
forgetting you, and you and me
is the best thing that has ever happened

I long for jealousy
and nothing else.
Is it really that strange?
Truth be told, I have a world,
but i want yours.

this world is neglecting you
it always has...
why are you still here?
leave, and never come back
you stupid fuck

"It had never occurred to me that our lives,
which had been so closely interwoven,
could unravel with such speed. If i'd known,
maybe i would have kept tighter hold of them
and not let unseen tides pull us apart." - nlmg

the world at large/this view is nice, but tasteless. you are dull and always will be

a time to be so small